I'm not even sure where to start!
My date was random...we are going out again on Thursday. He's a nice guy...but looks old and his work is doing video game stuff...ew.
I've been home since Tuesday and I'm so glad to be back in Ypsi. It was bad. I watched the kids a lot and got maybe 2 sleep in days the whole week. Plus they weren't really sleep in..more on that later. The kids have been out of control! lol. My older brother was bad on Friday and I now have these very "attractive" scratches on my arm. It's hard having someone in the family like this..even though you love them. I'm really getting irritated with sister. She doesn't have her own friends so she has to be around mine. She wants to do everything with them and me. Don't get me wrong, I feel bad for her...but she's not a puppy to me. After hearing how she doesn't like me, I'm just aggravated. I do so much for this family and for her. Can't wait for her to start summer school.
Thursday night I was going to come for Friday..now I have to come home earlier to bring the kids to swim class, while mom takes bro 1 to his doctor's appt. Then I get to babysit all Friday :( I have to take bro 2 to school and then pick him up and still "hang out" with sister. Bro 1 will have his aid there..but I do everything anyways... then that night, rents are going to a party so I am watching them that night too. Still wondering if I'll ever get paid....lol funny! I hope zom will come over or something to keep me company. I've been very unhappy lately.
The weekends have been heaven. I look forward to them all week. I see Zom and it's like she never left for camp. I had such a great weekend. Friday hung out with Zom and watched True Blood. Saturday I went to Kohls with mom and then hung out that night with Zom and had a mini burn party and saw "Bad Teacher." Then we stayed up til 5am watching more True Bloods. I think that I'm afraid to burn things because I really do live in the past. I let it define me instead of moving forward. Living with it everyday is hard to make you forget. I suppose everything turns to ash when it burns, but it's scary. It was cool though to watch and to open up a bit more. I feel better. Sunday I picked up Zom and we watched the rest of season 3. I love sending her stuff. It makes me happy and gives me something to do lol!
I am missing camp this week :( I love going and am very sad that I have this stupid class instead.
I'm watching The Bachelorette...love this show! I want to be the next bachelorette!! I would be awesome on it!!!
Math: EVIL!!!! I got a B- and so did Fix. Seriously? My teacher is out of control!!! I went in with a 94%.....How badly did I do??
I've been trying to sleep all day but as usual, I keep having these terrible dreams and then 8 people have to call me.
I wish it would've been nicer out. I wanted to lay out and sleep but it's been dark and gross all day.
I really want to learn how to paint..I think it would be awesome to do. I miss dance a lot lately.
I guess that's all for now.....
My date was random...we are going out again on Thursday. He's a nice guy...but looks old and his work is doing video game stuff...ew.
I've been home since Tuesday and I'm so glad to be back in Ypsi. It was bad. I watched the kids a lot and got maybe 2 sleep in days the whole week. Plus they weren't really sleep in..more on that later. The kids have been out of control! lol. My older brother was bad on Friday and I now have these very "attractive" scratches on my arm. It's hard having someone in the family like this..even though you love them. I'm really getting irritated with sister. She doesn't have her own friends so she has to be around mine. She wants to do everything with them and me. Don't get me wrong, I feel bad for her...but she's not a puppy to me. After hearing how she doesn't like me, I'm just aggravated. I do so much for this family and for her. Can't wait for her to start summer school.
Thursday night I was going to come for Friday..now I have to come home earlier to bring the kids to swim class, while mom takes bro 1 to his doctor's appt. Then I get to babysit all Friday :( I have to take bro 2 to school and then pick him up and still "hang out" with sister. Bro 1 will have his aid there..but I do everything anyways... then that night, rents are going to a party so I am watching them that night too. Still wondering if I'll ever get paid....lol funny! I hope zom will come over or something to keep me company. I've been very unhappy lately.
The weekends have been heaven. I look forward to them all week. I see Zom and it's like she never left for camp. I had such a great weekend. Friday hung out with Zom and watched True Blood. Saturday I went to Kohls with mom and then hung out that night with Zom and had a mini burn party and saw "Bad Teacher." Then we stayed up til 5am watching more True Bloods. I think that I'm afraid to burn things because I really do live in the past. I let it define me instead of moving forward. Living with it everyday is hard to make you forget. I suppose everything turns to ash when it burns, but it's scary. It was cool though to watch and to open up a bit more. I feel better. Sunday I picked up Zom and we watched the rest of season 3. I love sending her stuff. It makes me happy and gives me something to do lol!
I am missing camp this week :( I love going and am very sad that I have this stupid class instead.
I'm watching The Bachelorette...love this show! I want to be the next bachelorette!! I would be awesome on it!!!
Math: EVIL!!!! I got a B- and so did Fix. Seriously? My teacher is out of control!!! I went in with a 94%.....How badly did I do??
I've been trying to sleep all day but as usual, I keep having these terrible dreams and then 8 people have to call me.
I wish it would've been nicer out. I wanted to lay out and sleep but it's been dark and gross all day.
I really want to learn how to paint..I think it would be awesome to do. I miss dance a lot lately.
I guess that's all for now.....
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