Today:
I got up at 8am to run to my parent's house. I left my home so I didn't know that my father was taking lil bro to hebrew school (yes he is still going ...blah). So i came home early, I thought for nothing. I tried to go back to sleep but it didn't happen so I stayed downstairs on pinterest. My mom got a call from her friend at 10ish because she was sick so mom showered then took her to the hospital. Now mind you, I am home alone now. I had to pick up lil bro at 11:50am. I grabbed older bro and we got in the car. I was even 5 minutes early. Except my mother told me the completely wrong room so I was wandering for 30mins until I had the staff help me find him. I got him and we got in my car. I drove to my apartment to get my phone because I conveniently left it at my apartment. As soon as I opened the door, my phone was going off. Father was calling and was mad because he couldn't get ahold of me or mother. WHAT??? Well I drove home super fast and he took us to lunch. (sister went to church all day) He left to go back to the hospital (he was only home in the am because he had some political meeting). No one could get ahold of mom still and then 2:30pm came around. I had to get the bro's ready and take older bro to Friendship Circle. On the way there, the bros told me this wonderful story. Apparently sister went psycho again. I always miss this. I guess she was forcing lil bro to be her slave (as usual) and mom told her to stop. Sis said no and then the parents told her to go to her room. She said no! So the parents said if she didn't go there they would make her go. I guess they did! They actually lifted her to her room!!! Mom got hurt and went to her room for the night. Father told me some more info for the story but this is the gist.
Finally mom called me and told me to meet her at the grocery store. I met her there and barely walked around the store. I was so super exhausted. After the store, we drove home and put the stuff away. Father went to pick up older bro and I just did more pinterest at home and waited to see what was going on for dinner. I didn't think much about the story until after dinner. Father was saying how much his back hurt. Mom pulled up his shirt and he has this big, black bruise on his back. They think she cracked or broke his rib!!!! I'm SO PISSED!!!! So, this means that sister is only grounded for 1 week from the computer. WHAT??? SHe broke someone's rib, both bro's watched the whole thing and she was screaming and kicking and hurting people and she loses the computer????? Well she was on the phone when I left and I asked mom why is she on it, if she's grounded. Mom told me because she's only grounded from the computer. So I told her, "Whoop dee do!" and I left.
I am FURIOUS!!! I understand why people snap now. I am going to go after this girl. Even her worst nightmares won't shine light on anything I'm going to do. I am going to beat the crap out of her! How dare her hurt people who took her in! I'm not saying they are the greatest, but even if she doesn't consider them her family, they are older bro's and mine!!! She is not even going to know what hits her!! I am going to break the stuff in her room and see how she likes it. She ruined all of my dolls and things I treasure so bring it. I am going to scare her. I will tell her she is not allowed around me. Even if I'm there for dinner, she will not eat with us. I will tell her that she can go to juvi and show and tell her what that is. I am going to tell her that she should now be scared of me. We are not close or even related as of right now. If she hits me I will hurt her worse back. I don't care. My bro's had to watch this go down! She is 15! I have talked with her so many times. And my parents treat her fine still and she went to dinner with us tonight and no one said anything. They acted like nothing happened! If my child was to EVER do this, oh buddy you won't even know! They will be locked in their room! No computer, no tv, no friends, no phone, no anything fun!!!! And this will be for 6 months, not a dainty week!
Jesus. Seriously. I want to kill her! I can't believe her and my parents!! This is not acceptable!! She keeps getting away with anything and everything! I'm going to show her what being scared and grounded is! I will never ever forgive her for this. I don't care if she has problems, I know she does. I do too, yet I never EVER would do that! I care about people obviously.
Ugh, I want to call Zom so badly but I can't. I don't even know what to say. I feel like I have been run over by a truck. I wish my grandma was here. She would know exactly what to do.
Sheezzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
Then I am back to the awful preschool tomorrow. Kill me please. This is no life for anyone and especially me who can't handle this.
til whenever...
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