August 13, 2011

Home Sweet Home

   Yesterday was definitely a weird day. Mom didn't have to work, but I had to get the kids up and ready for camp. I couldn't go back to sleep because mom came home from the gym and we had stuff to do. So, we went to the police station so I could get my fingerprints (finally) done and then we went to some swanky boutique on lone pine ( I think?). I got two feathers for the hair which was awesome. Then we came home and reality was back. Both bro's came home and then we just chilled. Mom's friend couldn't come to dinner so we just ate and drank A LOT!! I got my own bottle of wine and drank half of it. I am saving the rest for this week when I'm sure something bad will happen. Mom said she made ALL of the dinner. That's bs!! I made the potatoes, the COOKIES (which she didn't want to do because it's hard...it took me 10 minutes), the salad and helped set the table. She made the meat. VOMITT!!! and she takes the credit! Seriously???  


   Went to bed kind of early...like 11:30ish...and guess who was in my bed again? bro 1. Fine..so I let him stay and slept. I was so happy to sleep in..hahaha funny joke right? 6:30am bro 1 wakes up talking, then 7:30am other bro thought it would be awesome to cuddle with me..I was not in the mood. So he left and then bro 1 left to parents room. I tried to go back to sleep but 8:30 bro 1 tells me it's time to wake up. So I got up. I was so mad I could've cried (but I don't do that anymore after what happened). I let my puppy out and then yelled at bro 2 for coming in and waking me up. Father was freaking home and did nothing!! Seriously?? I watch your children EVERY SINGLE DAY and yet you can't watch them in the morning?! So I watched the boys and helped get them ready this morning for swimming and bro 1's horseback riding. Father was in such a bad mood this morning and day too. It was awful. I got the kids off as smoothly as possible and then found a recipe for Challah french toast. I had 2 slices. It was good. Then mother came home and brought sis to her new friend's house to hand out and go to the movies. Good for her!!! Her friend seems really nice and is def. not a mean girl. 


When mom got back we went to lunch. We went to J. Alexanders and had...guess..SALAD!! so I had rabbit food and a drink (alcoholics for life apparently). During lunch, mom kept gossiping about how downhill our town is getting because there is a dollar tree and they could be building a big lots. She said this town was going to the trash. Nice huh? She also said the waiters looked very dirty and that even the restaurant was going downhill. Our lunch cost a total of $55.....ok...just drink that down. After lunch (ish), we went to Kohls. I got some new clothes for student teaching and then went to DSW. I got black flats for student teaching. I'm all set except for pants now. I mean that was good. We came home and I got bro 2 to finish his list for his birthday party and helped mom get all the addresses. Then I forced mom and father to go to a movie. They went out (mom said it was NOT a date) and I once again, stayed home with the children. Both bro's went swimming. There are RED ANTS EVERYWHERE though!! Awful! I tried vinegar and baking soda to get rid of them..but didn't kill all of them. lame. I got the kids back in and showered bro 1. Then sis came home and I met her friend and the mom. Nice people. 


 Once the kids were dressed, I let them go about their separate ways. Bro 1 watched his movie in the basement, and bro 2 played with his toys and sis and I watched TV. I got pizza early for the kids and left sis with the 2 boys. Which I could never tell mom because she doesn't trust her. Bro 1 watched his movie in the basement the whole time. Anyways, we ate dinner and then I got bro's meds and he went to watch a movie..so I thought. Parents came home and ate. They drank a bottle of wine (which is becoming the norm) and then I found bro 1 asleep in my bed. I got him up and had him eat ice cream. Father put him to sleep..guess where...in my bed again. Seriously?? He said he didn't want to disturb him!! F'in really??? so now I have to sleep with him again!! He's a huge kid and moves a lot which scares me because my puppy sleeps with me. Great...


I'm supposed to study in the AM with Fix. I wonder if she is feeling okay. I know she and her man have been sick. Then I have to go on the weekly grocery shopping adventure. Mother can't go alone. Zom and I were supposed to hang out tonight but she had a day from hell. So tomorrow I hope we can see our movie, "The Help." I just can't be in this house anymore. I'm just thinking of bad ideas. I saw the condo today that I will be moving into and told the owner what stuff I want out of it. He said by next Sat I can move my stuff in. Thank goodness!!! I need to get out of here. I'm drinking a lot and I can't pretend that it didn't happen. I am smiley and acting like life is swell when in reality it sucks. UGH......


Going to bed soon.....NEED sleep

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