A lot has happened over the past few days....
I spent all the money I had at the outlet mall on Friday. It was totally worth it! I got a great Coach bag that matches the one Manny has and I got some jewelry, a shirt, and a bunch of lotion. Then Manny and I went to Red Lobster and had the fish bowl margaritas (Lobsterita) and were very full! After that we went back to the house and watched some tv and then I came back to my apt for bed. I had maybe 5 hours of sleep.
Today Manny, Javes and I went to visit the family Manny babysits for. I will start to babysit them sometimes. Thank goodness! Then we went to the mall by my hometown. I got a call from the father while we were shopping. That kinda blew the experience. I guess my brother was having a really bad tantrum and of course i have to fix it. I guess he was mad because at the other bro's soccer game today the ice cream truck came and he wanted it. So the father and him chased after it and missed watching the game. He was crying in the car on the phone and I could only do so much. Then the father wanted to know if I was coming home today. Hahaha! right. I said tomorrow I would be home and then I have to talk to my brother. Awesome, because on my life list I checked off being a mom before I was married. That def. made me really upset but I had to act like everything was fine.
Tonight, I made Sherry come with me to the bachelorette party tonight. I really tried. I did. Ask her. It was bad. I drank A LOT and we had to make an escape plan to leave. No one talked to me and I felt like a loser. After we left we went to a bar that sherry's coworker was at with friends. That was a bust too. I had fun..I guess but I hate feeling like the third wheel. I feel that I'm that friend to people who they like but also bring me around a lot so they feel better and no one will be looking at me. At the bachelorette party, I counted two virgins..that's embarrassing. Considering I'm one of them.
I'm just at a state where I don't know what to do.
Tomorrow is Mother's Day..vomit. I hate it.....
I have a math exam on Monday..which I think I will fail and then I have to run back home to go to an interview for a job. Then I'm hanging out with the bestie. Which I need. Right now I feel like an idiot. I want to know what I did wrong. If this is karma for something, I want to know what it is. I just don't understand why I let myself get upset and cry over stupid stuff.
I need to go to bed so I can get up early for the Queen.
I spent all the money I had at the outlet mall on Friday. It was totally worth it! I got a great Coach bag that matches the one Manny has and I got some jewelry, a shirt, and a bunch of lotion. Then Manny and I went to Red Lobster and had the fish bowl margaritas (Lobsterita) and were very full! After that we went back to the house and watched some tv and then I came back to my apt for bed. I had maybe 5 hours of sleep.
Today Manny, Javes and I went to visit the family Manny babysits for. I will start to babysit them sometimes. Thank goodness! Then we went to the mall by my hometown. I got a call from the father while we were shopping. That kinda blew the experience. I guess my brother was having a really bad tantrum and of course i have to fix it. I guess he was mad because at the other bro's soccer game today the ice cream truck came and he wanted it. So the father and him chased after it and missed watching the game. He was crying in the car on the phone and I could only do so much. Then the father wanted to know if I was coming home today. Hahaha! right. I said tomorrow I would be home and then I have to talk to my brother. Awesome, because on my life list I checked off being a mom before I was married. That def. made me really upset but I had to act like everything was fine.
Tonight, I made Sherry come with me to the bachelorette party tonight. I really tried. I did. Ask her. It was bad. I drank A LOT and we had to make an escape plan to leave. No one talked to me and I felt like a loser. After we left we went to a bar that sherry's coworker was at with friends. That was a bust too. I had fun..I guess but I hate feeling like the third wheel. I feel that I'm that friend to people who they like but also bring me around a lot so they feel better and no one will be looking at me. At the bachelorette party, I counted two virgins..that's embarrassing. Considering I'm one of them.
I'm just at a state where I don't know what to do.
Tomorrow is Mother's Day..vomit. I hate it.....
I have a math exam on Monday..which I think I will fail and then I have to run back home to go to an interview for a job. Then I'm hanging out with the bestie. Which I need. Right now I feel like an idiot. I want to know what I did wrong. If this is karma for something, I want to know what it is. I just don't understand why I let myself get upset and cry over stupid stuff.
I need to go to bed so I can get up early for the Queen.
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