Sunday was a lame day...I went to the grocery store with mom and then swam for a while in the pool with the children. That night Zom came over for "True Blood"..that was awesome!
Today was another lame day in my life. I drove back to school from my parent's house. I wore one of my new shirts today and Fix kept commenting on how great I looked today :) Felt gREAT!
Class was ...class. I finally understood the math lesson though. This girl in my class was an amazing help/teacher! After class, Fix and few other girls, and I went to a building at school to do our homework. It was pouring rain today!
I came back to my apt and wrote my card for Zom and then tried to take a nap. I slept for a little bit and then watched "Let Me In." I didn't finish it, but it wasn't that great so far.
I watched "The Bachelorette" tonight which is always a pleasure. I love this show! But it also makes me sad :(
I think that what I want out of life must be too difficult. I want to move, get married, have kids and grow old with someone. But that is way too easy. I have too much other crap that goes into the equation.
Sometimes it would be nice to have someone, even for short term. I would love to go to my man's house and just cuddle. I would love to just feel safe for a short while. I want someone to understand me and want to be around me.
I just feel so alone sometimes that it's not even funny. UGH!!!!!!!!!!
Well I'm going to shower and try to go to bed..LOL!!!
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